I'm TF TIRED.

*plays Welcome Back by Mase* #MaseHivePeriod.

Okay, this isn't my official "I'm back" post but I have a word on my heart I need to get out.

I AM FUCKING TIRED ALL OF THE TIME. ALL OF THE TIME. Maybe you didn't receive that in the way I wanted you too...I AM TIRED 65 PERCENT OF EVERYDAY. Great, we're on the same page.

So, let's back up...when I was 16 my mom took me to the doctor where I was diagnosed as anemic. That's not abnormal, people are anemic however I believe I have some kind of supernova anemia or something because why am I so tired? I'm side-eyeing my parent's chromosomes like WHAT WAS THE REASON FOR THIS? I DID NOTHING AND I DESERVE AN APOLOGY. (Meanwhile, my sister is over here living normally with no anemia whatsoever).

K, now we're up to date and adding on to the anemia with...

Yep. I get about 5 hours of sleep on a good day and none on days where my anxiety won't chill the fuck out. It's crazy to me that I get up and commute to work and commute home five days out of the week on six hours of sleep. Quite a conundrum. There really isn't a meaningful message or reason for this post but I just wanted to check in with y'all....I'm not dead, I didn't quit...I just have a 9 hour work day and I'm tired. K.